I am

At war with my desires. I would like to have a place I can go run and play agility any time I want, but that means taking on a huge debt load ad to pay for that privilege. What if we didn’t do that? What if we stayed inexpensive in our living situation and then played with our disposable income? I think this would be hugely beneficial to us in the long run. I think the minor annoyances of neighbor’s with obnoxious dogs and such would prove in the long run that we have better dogs and that we have more disposable income to get away from it all. 

Plus then I could add a once or twice a month lesson in riding to my activities. And we could do the kayak lessons for white water….

I really think we should stay put.